my other feeling

i know that i always angry, happy, disappointed....but this is the first time, i felt a stab in my heart...
seseorang that suppose to be important person to me, treat me as not important at all... well I guess that some one is no longer matter to me...i still got other some one that appreciate me....

tak keruan

aku tak keruan...
hatiku malap...
jiwaku hilang...

tubuhku sakit...
aku tidak mampu bersuara...
bebanku ku berat...

aku mahu telus...
aku ingin terbang...
aku mahu kosong...

kosong..

What I cannot be?

Thinking...can I be serious blogger...why I want to be serious...do I want people to read what I wrote...hmmm forget that...just write la...

baru habis kursus induksi khusus LADA...I am in second group...hihi...graduate with flying colour...as we won the best performance...wowww....kami sendiri tak expect akan menang....we so kecoh as other groups said....and I can not believe myself...I could sing and act on stage....I sang "Gantengnya Pacarku", even just two lines...hihi...
and being funny, am I funny?....I guess I am funny...and I can act...
it just that before this I am being shy and....

well i think I always believe that we can do anything we want if we believe we can...

twilight+kim jong kook + x-man

twilight that i remembered was something scary, lot of ghost, that why its called twilight zone. zone of creepy, scary place...where all the bad, ugly, smelly, slippery, with fang, sharp teeth and bloody thing stay.
but the new twilight...was very bright,eventhough it was set in the most wet place in US, romantic, handsome, pretty, sexy...i watch the movie first before the book...it was that....fascinating...

currently in love with korean games show...called x-man...but they no longer aired....
wish Msia could have something like that...it was so refreshing....i never could laugh like i did when watching that show....it was hilarious plus moving with that love scandal....

through that games show...i feel in love with kim jong kook's song....with his unique voice....people said like mosquito....but it wasn't it....he has high pitched voice...
nyway.....love december, love is, nero-black cat and sarangsurowo a.k.a loveable....

New Blog..New Me...

got to be more serious....got to fill in my happy days here in Langkawi....in this blog...

how life should be....in many way....

currently listen to JYP, Wonder Girls, VOX, Rain...recent visit from Jeju Geopark...changing my obsession to Korean again...I thought that I was more than over Dennis, Daniel, Rain....28 this year...still feel so young....

wish list....broadband...24 hours nonstop internet...woo hoo....
but first pay credit card debt....got to be more discipline when using it(s)(got to many credit cards...forgot were did i put it..)

hmmm....the end...i guest....for now...